Tuesday, February 9, 2010
yeah ,its been long since i last blogged (:
missed me?? ;D lol
hahaa
stuffs have happened the past few monthss, but...
all those are history.
i should look forward to tomorow, my future..blah blah blah :p
whatever.
i dont really feel optimistic right now.
well, not really.
the fact that i'm able to sit in front of the screen and work my fingers on the keyboard is good.
but, yeah. like i said, things happened.
people change, you change , i change.
some friends are just not yours to keep forever
lets stay with that. (:
i'm usually the smiley type of person. hey, i said usually.
well ,to be honest ,i dont really know what the hell happened... :x
and maybe it happens to 40% of the people in the world and i'm just not aware .__.
or maybe i'm used to being in the spotlight, to be in the centre of stuff and all..
maybe this, maybe that...
but what just happened, i'm not liking it. i'm not enjoying a single moment of it >:O
since the last few days of dec last year...
well, i didnt really notice it at first,
*what??one can be blur at times right?*
then ,gradually, it began to dawn on me, what was happening. :O
i tried to find out the reason , the punca
but they weren't comfortable telling me...
well...i do not do not favour cold shoulders D:
but but what to do aaaaaa.
i've became rather quiet compared to last year :D
those people hardly notice me anymore..
sometimes i tag along,
sometimes i dont.
they talk and talk and talk and talk
then ,by coincidence, it hits them : oh wait, somethings missing. Michelles gonee :O
then they look around and scream my name.
it usually last for a few seconds and than it fades away and they'll continue on. :D fascinating humans huh? thats not my point -.-
over time, i learn to ignore, to give them the same treatment (then she gets the idea that i'm mad at her and the situation gets worst) o.o *lalalaa*
come to think of it , i'm growing to like being quiet D:<
)x this is bad. i'm nt michelle anymoree.
it kinda hurts sometimes, when i think about it...
to be treated like this isnt fun for me,
but i'll get used to it :D
*i do not' have feelings wad, horr..
hmph ;
soon, i'll become
that-quiet-girl ;D
that-quiet-girl ;D
its not that i hope wish desire want that things go back to like last year..
afterall ,its their life. they can do what they want.
heyy, i make sense right?? ._.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
day after exams...
i was SO HAPPY yesterday..
today?
ha-ha
i'm slaphappy (x
i'd be numb
stupid results!!
you killed my mood!!!
why do you even exist!!!!
i'm failing Geography ,for real..
my History paper died as well ._.
dun even get my started on Chinese -.-
stupid papers!!
my dear history teacher..
i duncare if you'll pay for my lunch if i get in A in pmr..
i duncare how this paper is gonna help me next time..
i care bout how TOUGH your blady paper is..!
i care bout what my mums face is gonna look like when i finally have the guts to drop the bombshell..eggshell..whatever..
i care bout how i'm gonna be screwed and grounded and deprived of all forms of entertainment and ...oh no, i dun think i wanna go on...
i never liked history..i still dont like history..and sadly, i dun think i ever will xD good thing tho,to me ;DD
i really hope i dun get a B on my maths paper..nor my Science paper..NOR MY ENGLISH PAPER.
if i do, i'l be camping out beneath Penang bridge for the rest of my life (do come visit, you are most welcome)
yess, it is that bad ):
its simply like spilling your coke all over the guest of honour, or a gourmet cook got caught going to McDonalds in Paris, or P.diddy got caught buying underwear at Wal-Mart, or if Nicky and Paris Hilton got caught lying around in their Juicy Couture sweats on a Saturday night watching National Geographic Explorer or 小太阳 instead of going out to a party..
it is simply Not Done.
to all the other mums in the world..
'oh my daughter got a B on her papers, so what? ha-di-da~
but who is that one and only mum that doesnt approve, will not approve?
i'll tell you who. my mum, thats who.
oh Gawd, and i'll have to lug 17 big fat books to school tmr..
and if my mum reads this post or gets to know anything,even the very slightest detail (she'd squeeze the rest outta me ): )
you wont be hearing from me anymore.. Dx
oh my Gawdd, pray for me..\
Monday, November 9, 2009
ZOMG OMG OMGG
bloody exams are finally OVERRRRRR ,!
yeahh, merdekaa babaeh!! ooh; the HYPERR-ness
burn those books; i duncare if my chinese died
.i.am.so.happy.
.i.am.so.happy.
.i.am.so.happy.
.i.am.so.happy.
.i.am.so.happy.
.i.am.so.happy.
.i.am.so.happy.
.i.am.so.happy.
.i.am.so.happy.
.i.am.so.happy.
...and its not even pmr ._.
what is wrong wif me..hmm...
but stilL!!!!
the taste of freedom!!
well.. "freedom" ,in my case o.o
dam those limits by those over-concerned adults (or mayb they're just being mean)
ah, at least i can go out ,i think..
ohjoy,.
i'm so happy..
its almost gay ._. ><
oops ,melampau d..
whateverr ,
its MERDEKA day in MYland.. MY land MY land MY land//
i'm celebrating with gummy wormss
yumm,they taste soooooo gud xD
i dun care, be jealous :p
be jealous be jealous be jealous be jealous be jealous
;D droooooll
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,
to DAVID
:D
i know it was due yesterday...
nvm, you'll forgive :D
better late than never rightt..
anyways,
happy birthday to DAvid
!!!!!
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PS: muffins do just as well as cupcakes (:
TAAAAAASHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry big sis
i'm sorry im so very very late!! ._.
but HAPPY HAPPPY BELATED BIRTHDAAAAAYYYY!!!
enjoyed your birthday??
sorry no a-list fabuloustaa cake :D
but, but !!
but, but !!
i got yourr present xDD
OLD MCDONALD
HAD A FARME-I-E-I-O!!!!!!!!!!!!
._.
he s evill...
i dontlike him.
he s still evil.,.
even though he says his prayers every night..
Friday, September 18, 2009
I know i know!! michelle ish back!!! her modem ressurected! wheeee~
*screams in excitementt*
hahaha
yeah i know guys, its been long =/
missed me? xDD
hahah
well,
i'm currently banned form using comp ,my wife (my phone) , banned from going out..
damn, now you mention it,. dont i just miss gurney >(
its all your fault mom
see, even Santa runs awayy..
no presents for you this Christmas
its holidays !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screamsss*
why am i not happy? ):
is something wrongg with me ...hmm
but holidays are bo-ringg
*whines**
espeshcially when you're banned from everything, and locked up with nothing but your glorious textbooks and your best friend ,the dictioinary, and told to study for your PMR when you just turned 14 two months ago..
i have the life ,right? == *scowls and bitess*
yeahh well,.
you hear that mum?? >(
ps: stolen from tasha's blogg x) ngiekk ngiek
sorry bout my bad mood ,if its ruiuned your holiday mood or whatever, ....
once again ,i'm so sorry o.o
lost my enthusiasm , glum-nesssssss..
mayb i'll wake from my humorless stupor tmr..
i'm poke you when i do ,deal? :DD
just
sayyessayyessayyessss
xDD
mm..., i'm hungry..
and i spy cookiess
imma go grab some while they still exist
toodless (;
take care aightt
ohh, and heres to Kimberly
go check out her blog
*drumrollssssss*
SS501 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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heheeeeee xD