Wednesday, November 30, 2011

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I hate the way that, even though I've moved on, you still sneak into my mind.


It hurts to let go, but sometimes it hurts more to hold on.

I hate being second to those I put first.

Love that we cannot have is the love that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest, and feels the strongest.

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

When my absence doesn't alter your life, then my presence has no meaning in it.

The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up.

Should I smile because you're my friend or cry because that's all we'll ever be?

Of all the lies I've heard, "I love you" was my favorite.

You never really stop loving someone. You just learn to live without them.
 
One of the worst things that can happen to a person is to be forgotten by someone they will never forget.


It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up when it's everything you want.

Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought - useless and disappointing.

Never let him have the satisfaction of knowing you will always be there waiting.

There are songs that make you sad when you hear them. But it aren't the songs that make you sad, it are the people behind the memories.

Never make someone a priority, when all you are to them is an option.

I never let you go, because in the back of my mind, I still believe that someday we'll get our second chance.

The hardest things to let go of are the things you never really had.

It's hard to take a role in someone's life when you're not even part of the script.

The most painful part of leaving the person you love is that they'll never come after you.
 
Some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same.


Falling in love is awfully simply, but falling out of love is simply awful.

The hottest love has the coldest end.

I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like other part of my body is broken too.

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish it's source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you.

The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends.

Cry as I may, these tears won't wash away.

We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore those who ignore us.

Tears are words the heart can't express.
 
The hardest thing to do is waking up without you.


He taught me how to love, but not how to stop.

Breaking up is like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream.

True love is when you shed a tear and still want him.

The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone.

Real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself.

Wherever you are, you will always be in my heart.

I hate the stars because I look at the same ones you do without you.

I would give up everything for one moment with you; for one moment is better than a lifetime of not knowing you.

Loving you was my favorite mistake.
 
Our sweetest songs are those that tell of the saddest thoughts.


What happens when he's your prince charming, but you're not his Cinderella?

In my dreams you're mine forever.

Pleasures of love lasts but a moment, pain of love lasts a lifetime.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.

If you love me, let me know. If not, please let me go.

You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it.

I'm afraid to love, afraid to love so fast, because every time I fall in love, it seems to never last.

It's hard to pretend that you love someone when you don't, but it's even harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.

The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned.
 
When a boy sweeps you off your feet, he's in the perfect position to drop you on your ass.


It's funny how a person can break your heart, and you can still love them with all the little pieces.

My heart bleeds no more since turning to stone.

I gave you everything, but it wasn't enough to make you stay.

I hate you and everything we once were.

True love will never fade unless it was a lie.

If you love me so much, why are you walking away?

I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you so I could drown you in them.

Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I'm painfully aware that I'm not over him and that he is over me.

While I was holding on, all you did was let go.
 
You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?


People think it's holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it is letting go.

The memories are worth the pain.

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I cried.

My heart was taken by you, broken by you, and now it's in pieces because of you.

When you left, I lost a part of me.

I hate this feeling. It's one I know all too well. It's a thing called heartbreak and it hurts like hell.

Every time we talk, I fall a little harder.

Don't you dare remember me when she gets over you.

Why did I fall for you when you keep falling for her?
 
Where there is love, there is pain.


Love is like heaven, but it can hurt like hell.

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

All I know it that I'm lost without you.

I miss you more than you'll ever know.

How could an angel break my heart?

When I see you smile and know that it's not for me, that's when I miss you the most.

When you're in love and you get hurt, it's like a cut. It will heal with time, but the scars will never fade.

Love is like magic, but magic is just an illusion.
 
I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was.


Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm falling apart.

Sometimes you don't realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.

You never know what you have until it's gone.
 
I wish I did not have to choose..
and now im sofreaking afraid to losruou...
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how am i supposed to live without you.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

BIATCH

Its been some time. to be honst, i didnt have any real reason to blog, well thats what i thougt.
But lately things have been building up.


Haters. hate is passionate. its supposed to be a passionate feeling.
Life is short. too short to hate. ish just stop hating la. its not nice. why hurt each other.


STop gossiping. stop all that shit. even if my life ispathetic, it has nothing to do with you . absolutely nothing.
IF YOU DONT KNOW ME THEN SHUT THE HELL UP STOP TALKING SHIT WHEN HALF OF IT ISNT EVEN TRUE.. why the hell are you all to fucked up. get mental therapy.
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW MY NAME SO SHUT THE HELL UP.

all this negativity. i feel suffocated. compressed. confined. noway out. no escape. gotta face it head on.
gossip. shitty stuff. shitty people. friends come and go, thats life . haha
well guess what? easier said than done. hell, if things were that easy life wouldnt be life there'd be no heaven nor hell. screw YOU dont mess with my life motherfucker mind YOUR OWN.

we live on borrowed time. so appreciate it. life has alot to offer. God has alot to offer. your life is your decision. you are what you make yourself to be. so dont mess with my life.. mess with yours. \


"I never thought there could be a love like yours and mine


I never dreamed that I would see the day that I would find

A love that feels so right, but here we are tonight

And now the only thing we really need is time



We live on borrowed time

No one can be sure when the loan will finally come due

But I'm loving all of mine, I know what time is for,

I've borrowed it so I can spend it all right here with you



There was a time when I believed that life held guarantees

There was a time when I was sure my future was secure,

But life had other plans, the future's in God's hands

And knowing that just makes me love you even more



We live on borrowed time

Yesterday is past, tomorrow seems a million miles away

But I promise you that I'm gonna make love last

By living every moment, every hour, every day



Now we may have a year, or we may have a lifetime,

No one can be certain what the future will allow,

But you and I are here, and this time is the right time

'Cause one thing that I know is that we have each other now, and now,



And we live on borrowed time

Let's celebrate and sing as we walk bravely into the unknown

'Cause we're gonna be just fine, whatever life may bring,

We'll face it all together and we'll never be alone

We'll face it all together and we'll never be alone"

i have come a long way yet theres alot more to go. i have matured alot but yet theres still alot to learn. i value my life. i want to become somebody who will change the world even if its just a little bit.
 
If you want to change the world, be the change you wanna see.
 
I want to learn from my mistakes and rise above them.. I want to succeed in life.. there will be trials...
so stop hating. leaev me alone if you have nothing nice to say then shut it.
I know i have a better and more interesting life then yours and thankyou so very much for acknowledging it ;)
meanwhile shut your effing mouth up dont mess with my life. its not yours.
 
friends come and go. Its not my problem. you think im the one to blame. im sick and tired of  your shit. you mess up you clear up. im not going to run after you not going to say sorry not going to do anything at all im just going to sit and watch. bitch, all you crap about are hong kong freaks korean freaks YOU ARE SO SHALLOW.. thats wat i think. get real grow up. lifes not all bout that.
I may be emo with my problems i dont expect you to sympathise at all AT ALL so dont use that fucking excuse. face it . you dont like my shit come right out and say it. COWARD.
 
if i have to resort to plants as my friends... whatever. plants are better companioons compared to you.