I made my mistakes ,..

Yes ,I made my mistakes ,I learn from them.


When someone who gives your life meaning is gone, it makes you feel lost.



No matter how much I have prepared for it----I am still not prepared.


No matter how many words we were allowed to share at the end,

there were still things we didn't get to say.


Someone who has brought  joy and laughter is not here anymore,


Life is not the same and sometimes it just hurts.


But then......I revive those memories and think about your smile and I know how good life is again.  (: